✚ requiem or everyend
hi, im requiem, and i also go by null, but you can call me whatever. the smallest infinite cardinal number representing cardinality and countable infinities.
fourteen, nonbinary?, and viet. i dont have a strong identity, whatever aesthetic you can infer from my website that you assume is somehow related to my identity, was all made inadvertently.
i love the metaphysical, epistemology, and philosophy, and everything related to numerals, many branches of science, and the universe. i am a curious and inquisitive person, with a passion for knowledge and alternate dimensions. this website was a place to discuss my interests/beliefs to the world, and to encourage everyone else to be passionate, instead of just having a superficial aesthetic on the web.
below here are some questionnaires ive done
burypink's qnr
1) time and date u started this?
8:05pm 9/16/2026 hi
2) asl?
14 male vietnam
3) opinions on musicals?
theyre quite dramatic but sometimes the choreography and script is cool
4) favorite snack?
uhhh i have a sweet tooth. i like chocolate ice cream but i can eat a variety of things.
5) have u ever been in love?
i find it hard to believe in such things, if i ever "fell in love" id assume its just hormones or obsession and i wait for it to go away after a few days
6) favorite pokemon?
i really liked piplup for no reason back then
7) mario kart main?
cant play it sorry
8) tf2 main?
demoman or spy i just love defense and supports..
9) do you laugh at youtube poops?
sometimes i crack a smile at them
10) are you listening to music right now?
i am always listening to music while coding else i will get distracted, rose at nightfall is currently playing
11) favorite shape?
back in math class EVERYONE MADE FUN OF ME FOR LIKING POLYHEDRONS and being obsessed with specifically square antiprisms + great icosahedrons. uhh i also like the square and triange (but triangles less due to how rigid they are while squares can collapse into parallelograms)
12) do you believe in astrology?
no scientific proof to backup how apparently being a certain type or being born on a certain month will determine your entire life story, seems kind of stringent no?
13) do you believe in the occult?
most practices give you vague results to push spiritual "truths" or make you paranoid about your future. i do understand these were developed to explain the universe before modern science existed though.
14) opinions on vocaloid?
good songs but i would like to see more variety please no more mikuteto slop
15) would you ever want to be a rockstar?
NO THANKS..
16) do you easily get stressed?
depends on the situation but its easy to calm down afterwards, unless its genuinely inevitable then idk
17) what is/was your favorite class in high school?
i am in my highschool era right now, ive always prioritized science + math and technology then doze off in other subjects
18) what pokemon type would you be? dual types are allowed lol
ghost is fine
19) rei or asuka?
hmm hard question... asuka's character is AMAZING (esp her backstory). rei is basically an artificial entity and represents great themes, with her personal growth uhhhh ill talk less. both are good.
20) favorite html tag?
img and div, the very fundamental ones
21) are you religious?
i guess im atheist but i partake in religious debates to understand those people
22) opinions on nightcore?
thank god people nowadays call it nightcore instead of sped up, mostly good remixes but sometimes the pitch is just TOO QUICK i see people pitching up high bpm songs and it makes my head hurt dude
23) did you go through any major phase? (emo, goth, weeaboo, etc)
i go through all phases every year :sweat:
24) are you good at drawing?
wouldnt consider myself a professional but im okay at it. i would like to try out more dynamic poses and experiment with colors more
25) do you crack your joints?
kinda scared of getting arthritis or joint damage (even if i know it doesnt cause that) so nah
26) do you read visual novels?
a lot of them, my first ever VN was ddlc then i checked out narcissu and fell in love with the genre afterwards.
27) can you sew?
i wish
28) can you cook?
i just burn myself everytime when im not careful and being a person who isnt too aware of reality and falls asleep every 5 seconds, i wouldnt want to cause a housefire
29) most expensive thing you've bought?
i dont buy a lot of things but i have fumos and figurines scattered around my room, i know theyre hiding somewhere so yeah
30) opinions on cosplay?
a community filled with unique and incredibly accepting individuals, i wish i could cosplay touhou girls but uhhh
31) what's your most hated band/musician?
not sure?
32) are you a dramatic person?
nah but i try to be when im joking around with my friends
33) what emoticon do you use most?
:) if im being sarcastic. ;) makes it seem like im flirting so i avoid it
34) can a miracle certainly occur?
that would mean sanae kochiya is alive, or ive seen tewi somewhere and she blessed me with her luck. (yes if i had to be honest)
35) would you let a vampire suck ur blood?
:) if im being sarcastic. ;) makes it seem like im flirting so i avoid it
36) do you have a celebrity crush?
shakes head and says no
37) do you like snow?
in my country i literally never get to experience snow unless you live in the mountains so idk yet
38) were you really into greek mythology as a kid?
heh yeah but it was for performative purposes, i started learning about it more recently though
39) what are some things you could competently deliver a speech on?
world debates if my teammates cooperate and arent bummy because i rely on their speech (and they rely on mine so its fair)
40) are you good at spelling?
sure? it comes naturally
41) which touhou wud u fuk?
UHHH what an odd question, none because i am a prude
42) do you think there's going to be a robot takeover?
looking at the status quo (ai and that shit) it would take over our minds. if literally that would happen in another dimension.
43) HAS SCIENCE GONE TOO FAR??!?!??!?!
yes actually...
44) would you be an angel or devil?
something in between im too mean to be angel im too easygoing to be evil
45) sine, cosine, or tangent?
sine cuz sound waves and light waves travel in repeating patterns that math describes using sine (i will elaborate more soon)
46) do you like licorice?
tastes horrible
47) whats one thing you cant stand that everyone else loves?
i had to think about this for a long while but idk
48) what books did you like as a kid?
the "teach yourself" series, also religiously read harry potter, dork diaries and diary of a wimpy kid
49) can you play any instruments?
tried the guitar but it strains my arms. im not that interested in music despite my name being crescendo
50) what song would you want to play at your wedding?
bold of you to assume id be having a wedding
51) do you believe in reincarnation?
well lots of anecdotal studies show how people correlate birthmarks to past wounds or that you "remember something about your past life" - i think its stupid. consciousness and the soul cant be measured or tracked after death.
52) finish the sentence: I'm just a guy who ______
the lack of a clear identity is visible here when i cant even finish this sentence
53) have you been to another continent?
most i could do was travel around asia which is enough for me
54) whats your worst habit?
dont lick my wounds, uh suck my own blood, procrastinating everything
55) favorite vegetable?
carrots and brocolli so we dont get scurvy
56) whats something stupid that scared the shit outta you as a kid?
the sun, id refuse to go outside or open the window for days because i believed id get burnt alive or that Jesus would come for whatever reason. i know im not alone in this.
57) whats one of your guilty pleasures?
overanalyzing everything, like geometry dash levels for example i cant go into detail
58) would you rather be a ghost or a vampire?
a ghost?
59) what do you fear most?
hey thats a personal question. im kind of a scaredy cat by nature so i try to predict everything
60) do you sleep with any plushies?
reisen fumo (she is soft and very cute) sometimes other objects
61) what hobby do you just not understand?
happy people with a loving wife and children that go extreme caving and get surprised when theyre stuck. ntm they always choose the deepest and most narrow caves (veryovkina for example) (also youll lose your sense of direction easily)
62) do you like the taste of alcohol?
no i dont. people who drink just like getting high afterwards :skull:
63) are you a hopeless romantic?this is like a sequel to q5 also no
64) which deadly sin best fits you?
like greed because i usually accumulate more than i need to or sloth cuz im a lazy fatass bum
65) which of your physical features do you like the most?
idk i look stupid in all angles but my glasses saved me :)
66) are your ears pierced?
not anymore
67) have you ever been in a physical fight?
err back in 4th grade i threw... chairs... because i was made fun of... dont worry i dont do physical fights anymore
68) where do you buy your clothes?
idc about fashion i wear the same school uniform everyday really
69) where would you live if you could live anywhere?
australia
70) do believe in magic? or is it all a trick?
lots of questions related to spirituality. its all a trick, but still impressively preformed
71) have you read umineko when they cry? you should!
the entire when they cry series! ciconia, umineko, and higurashi, but i remember 12 year old me mumbling how similar it was to danganronpa (i touched like 2 vns at the time)
72) what is the worst chore to do?
none i really like cleaning to be honest, but objectively lawnmowing
73) what did your parents almost name you?
i should ask them brb
74) what would you want your name to be if you were not your current gender?
everyend is a pretty gender neutral name, you know! it would stay the same
75) what were your first words?
eat eat eat
76) what do you want your last words to be?
i am a man of few words so id probably just say nothing (or something meaningful) and choke then die
77) when did you first regularly start going online?
a few years ago i dont remember
78) what year do you miss the most?
2020 cuz my brain started developing rapidly for whatever reason and made good memories with robloxians
79) are you psychic?
not actually but i can predict outcomes using my intuition which is AHHH SCARY
80) would you fuck a clone of yourself? you're not allowed to kill yourself.
no but i would want to talk to my clone
81) what do you use to listen to music?
usually spotify or soundcloud, youtube if i cant search for a specific song
82) whats the biggest city you've been to?
seoul
83) favorite animal?
crows + penguins and most birds (the yatagarasu if that counts too)
84) what web browser do you use?
g**gle chrome :nausea: its not the best but not the worst
85) are you allergic to kitty cats???????????
this is how i feel when 4Ls ask me questions (awkward)... no
86) do you like energy drinks?
yes they give me heart attacks and it feels tingly :) only at night, so i can stay up peacefully
87) would ever spend money on tf2 unusuals/csgo skins/gacha pulls/etc
i dont have money and even if i did no that would be a stupid impulse buy
88) when do you usually go to bed?
11pm, usually at random times. i am always sleep deprived
89) how often do you wash your hair?
if people on the internet or my friends knew about my horrible hygiene habits id kill myself. either compulsively do it alot or like once a week.
90) would you download a car?
yeah, wouldnt do that with niche indie companies as that would be rude
91) what was your favorite show as a kid?
if i could install a time machine and remember
92) whats the silliest hat you own?
the colourful propeller hat
93) what album/song do you're feeling angsty
the same songs i listen to when im feeling content. its always techno or trance.
94) do you make OCs?
i have "OCs" but they arent really original since i just take shapes and numbers and give them some labels
95) whats the goofiest thing you do when completely alone?
pretend like im getting fire off my clothes by rolling on the floor
96) do you like fireworks?
yeah but huge apartments and buildings always block the view. i can only hear the explosions.
97) favorite painter?
leonardo da vinci?
98) favorite numbers?
number 1 and 0, number 0 represents nothingness (but not irrelevancy) and the absence of all. numeral 1 symbolizes the source of existence and the cycle of life, beginnings of everything. other numbers kind of just exist without that symbolic purpose. and this is 1/2 of how my user everyend was curated.
99) what genre of vidya gaems are you really good at? (fps, fightan, danmaku, racing, whatever)
pretty good at puzzles and rhythm based games/platformers, i just have patience and goated muscle memory
100) time and date you finished this?
6:41pm 9/17/2026 it took me about 2 hours to finish this on separate days (i was listening to a historical study about astrolabes and sextants while writing this)
add me on discord: everyend for whatever purposes (i dont befriend people though due to being closed off)

interests and hobbies
hobbies, stuff i enjoy
art, rhythm games, STEM, reading, crafting random shit, puzzles (hover), coding, writing lore, debating (hover), research, photography, origamimedia (mainly just games)
touhou project, geometry dash, interplanetary, frozen soul, psychopomp, Z.A.T.O, serial experiments lain, yumenikki & its fangames, disillusion ST, visual novels (subahibi + tsuire, higu+umi, steinsgate, tsukihime, katawa no shoujo etc), ultrakill, narcissu, minesweeper & sudoku, 17776/20020, gemini home entertainment, TBoI, danganronpa + yttd, the stanley parable, hylics 2, land of the lustrous, cruelty squad, mad father, dujanah, funamusea's works, the museum of you, multhim + cytus 2, project moon works, myhouse.wad, Eastern Mind: The Lost Souls of Tong-Nou, dear esther, subnautica, kaiba 2008, umamusume, etc.music artists (i am a big fan of techno and hardcore)
nighthawk22, dimrain47, paragonX9, koraii (hover), creo, kid2will, t+pazolite, kobaryo, dj sharpnel, alex tune, sasakure.UK, xi, uma, askey, mili, jerico, kmfdm, guns and roses, sublime, the caretaker, kurokotei, pink floydbooks
character & neurosis, quantum, archetypes and the collective subconscious, valuable humans in transit and other stories, the world as i see it, thinking fast and slow, why nations fail, crito, sophist, critique of pure reason, relativity, swimmer among the stars, permutation city, last and first men, fermats enigma, what is this thing called knowledge?, beyond good and evil, The World as Will and Representation, the last question, the beginning was the end, do androids dream of electric sheep?i will update this whenever possible

concepts i like
epistemology, chronology, number 0 & 1, null island, liminal spaces, eschatology & cosmogony (hence the name every end), UFOlogy, benzene, cubane, the moon, atoms and fenestrane, the conscious and collective unconscious, alternate dimensions, theremin, astronomical objects, destiny, infinity, gabriels horn, wavelengths, gömböc, found poetry, parergon(both art and philosophy), codex seraphinianus, music dynamics, time paradoxes, gyroscopes, phantasmagoria, tachyons, rubix cube (hover), square halo, eyes, japanese & greek folklore, teleparallelism, doomsday clock, aleph nulls, yatagarasu, linux, morals and ethics, the illuminati, duality, and so so much morefriends: theyre kind but i forgot all of their names
contact me?
everyend on discord, i will reply quickly when i am online